I haven't been on in a while. I guess trying to keep my feelings looked up but heck isn't that what the blog is for....to express yourself!
Well so far this year it has been really emotional. I'm missing my mom and trying to keep the kids spirits up. Every night they talk about how much they miss her. I must admit I do have some strong children.
Last night my daughter just cried and cried in the car because she misses her Granny and doesn't understand why she had to leave her. :(
My son on the other hand wants me to stay in his room, every night until he falls asleep. He tells me every night how much I remind him of his granny. :(
As mothers we do so much to make our children happy while trying to remain sane. My emotions have been all over the place and keep pushing people away. I of course have my girls but others who have been trying to get close to me or just be there for me I have been so STANK!
Yes I did admit it I have been STANK! I just rather protect my emotions by not letting anyone inside...MEN! Everyone keeps saying your going to be blessed with a great men that you deserve but I need to shed this attitude and distrust for the opposite sex.
I guess for right now I'm still a work in progress!
